May 16
I feel like i’m god whenever im high on nicotine, i feel like im in the best mood ever. the peaceful and calm environment completely vanishes and turns into party mood for me, music fuels it even more. I understand that it’s addictive to others but for me i just feel something that i’ve been missing for a longgg time..
I always feel emotions, without any of that i feel nothing. No empathy, no nothing. i need it to live..