#2020 is weird

[oodles-of-destiel]

HEY MOTHERFUCKERS DUE TO RECENT EVENTS I WILL BE REVIVING MY MIDDLE SCHOOL DESTIEL BLOG WHAT'S UP NERDS

[shipperoflife]

Person: How's 2020 been for you?

Me:

[litvar]

Aubrey just hits different in Happiest Season. I don’t know if it’s her character’s mannerisms, but all of a sudden I’m just like 😍.

[grindhousecellar]

[fanthaastic]

those are confusing times we're in

[carry-on-gayward-son]

Just found:

Entry in my question-a-day journal that captures my 2020 energy

[myletternevercame]

Ok I watched the destiel scene and I can’t stop laughing

[bolinshipskorrasami]

I have a lot of mixed feelings about this whole Lexa business but mostly I am happy for anyone and everyone who takes any solace or happiness from it fr

but on a more personal note, I did make a face and shout with glee when I saw the spoiler and one of my partners (who doesn't watch the show) asked about it and I told him and this convo followed

him: oh yeah I remember you talking about that [character's death] [in the trans support group we met at]

me: 😳 really? that was your first impression of me? how embarrassing 😅 how did you even LIKE ME

him: I saw it as meaning you had a deep well of compassion... I liked the way you spoke about it, it wasn't just your fave character dying but the larger ideas of lgbt representation

me: oh.... o h... ok-ay 🥺