After some disappointment that I didn’t get a diary for Christmas this year, I had a lightbulb moment and decided to create my own, inspired by the official TVA handbook from the Loki series, so I bought a plain orange A5-sized diary from eBay and the rest was a combination of smooth sailing and detail oriented work. It’s the best I could do, but I’m still proud with the result. I reckon Ouroboros (O.B.) himself would be impressed.
11:28pm so it is finally new year’s eve and the last day of my diary. i went through so much this year and this diary will always be a way for me to remember that. sometimes i feel a bit bad for slacking in my entries post august but then i remember life was so good to me that i couldn’t take a second to stop. and you know what, im happy i didnt, last year i said i hoped i had a boyfriend so i wouldn’t have to spend nye alone, and right now im hanging out in my boyfriends room. 2024 was so unpredictable yet so random, i will never be the same after this but you know what? im happy. i’m looking at the bright side and i still have goals to reach. this year took everything and did anything it could to bring me down and still i prevail. I pray 2025 is kind to me. i pray 2025 is peaceful. i pray 2025 is abundant. may i succeed and i shall see you next year ❤️
11:44pm so many things have happened since i last made a post lol, today is thanksgiving and it’s the first without my mother, (p) grandmother and (m) grandfather, i’m very thankful for my older siblings as they genuinely made sure everything was okay this year especially with how hard it was, i have an actual boyfriend who loves me and cares about me, im thankful that he doesn’t put me through any stress or anxiety to prove my love, i’m thankful for this diary to look back at how far i’ve come this year, everything is beautiful and im happier here
9:16PM it’s been a a while since I last posted on this account, so much has happened since then, last time I said I didn’t want anyone else, however, now I find myself talking with a really good boy; a boy that’s not mean to me; a boy that’s not trying to hurt me purposely, a boy that wants to take his time and actually get to know me first, and I’m really thankful for that. I also found out that I am bipolar. It has given me so much clarity for the last few months, actually even years. I can finally say for once in my life, things are going good and things are going right and I am happy.