Well, I guess I just have a lot of things to say today. I was extended an invitation to meeting up at my JC this coming Monday with my CCA mates. Somehow, the thought of going back there is making me very nervous. It’s not that I dislike my JC, in fact it is the only place I have ever felt truly at home. I just that I’m overwhelmed by the idea of having to go back there to repeat my A levels. Some may say this is a far-fetched thought, but somehow, it seems very real to me. I guess I’m just scared to get used to the place again just in case I have to end up spending another year there. I’ve never been so scared out of my wits. The very thought of having to repeat is just so terrifying that I have not been able to sleep well since I came back from India.
I am just so damn scared……..
