11 months 5 days 13 hours
i always thought we’d break up because of your career but apparently you “just not feeling it anymore” was never an immediate option. everyone thought that was super shady but i have several thoughts on our not-so-amicable break up.
1. you’re secretly a sociopath
2. you feed off the new and exciting feelings of a relationship
3. you couldn’t handle how well things were going
4. you will regret this one day
5. i hope it’s soon
6. i hope you feel worse and worse as time goes on
7. you will never find someone as great as me
8. why do you still have my things
9. why do you not want your things back
10. i will never trust you again
11. even though i’m convinced we belonged together
12. i hope you never find happiness
13. i say that out of anger
14. and if you never do find happiness, that’s awful
15. and says a lot about you
16. i’ll always love you
17. but i hate you a lot
18. i still smell your shirt that you left behind
19. but most importantly...and i hate to admit it
20. i miss you so much
there’s not a day that goes by that i don’t think about you. and i’m still seriously getting over this because, even though my ex-fiance was a complete douche bag for 5 years, you made me think everything was fine one day and told me otherwise the next. i try to let it go as much as possible but i feel emotionally drained and taken advantage of. i wish i could tell you that you’re a piece of shit to your face. but i kinda never wanna see you again. i hope you never get the things you want out of life. i hope you always reach out for what you want and the minute you think you’ll get it, it’s gone - taken away from you - like what you took away from me. good luck, asshole.