Mar 22, 2025
in the circle of suok
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in the circle of suok
dayanamıyorsun. katlanamıyorsun. ne diye devam ediyorsun anlamıyorum. her saniye daha ağır. daha da ağır. hepsi sırtına çökecek, hakediyorsun. nefes almayı bile beceremiyorsun. hoş, hakettiğin de yok. koca bir hiçten ibaretsin. hiçlikten bile daha azsın. insan olman gereken yerde boş bir zararden fazlası olamazsın. haketmediği havayı soluyan koca bir hata. tiksindiricisin. mide bulandırıcı. aslında durmadan hatırlıyorsun ama görmezden gelmeyi seçiyorsun. acınası. ve de aptalca. zihninde sıkışıp kaldın. zihnini sikeyim. bi boka yarasa bari. içinde iyiye dair tek bir zerre yok. kendini kandırma. yok. çaresi yok çünkü bencilsin. hep öyleydin. bencil ve mide bulandırıcı. evet. tam olarak bu.
yoruldum. çok yoruldum. uyuyarak geçmiyor. hiçbir şey yapmıyorum ama sayısız hata yapıyorum. utaç verici. sadece çok ama çok kaltanılmaz. ölsem rahatlarım. ölsem geçer. bi ses çıkarmadan, bi iz bırakmadan ölebilsem. hiç var olmamışım gibi kaybolabilsem. keşke. keşke
It's only 11pm but I'm calling day 3 over because I'm pretty tired. Bumrushed chapter 6 so I could unlock skells and then have just been doing all side and affinity missions and heart-to-hearts available to me really. Notably met Liesel whom I straight up forgot was marketed because Neilnail's design got me that much more. She seems cool though, fuck her boss, interested in the eventual direction of her affinity missions. Ofc got Hraesvelg as well which is very fun, almost feels like they made a dodge tank skell lmao. Cooldowns are short enough to actually feel usable in combat which isn't something regular skells ever really got to say so I'm about it. Plus it does in fact just look sick as hell lol. One quick note is I've kind of been trying to get the best outcome for every quest, like avoiding optional deaths and filling out the affinity chart properly, shit like that. Was so far so good until today, where I did the Tree clan prone rescue mission and did not realise I could save the one that dies. Last manual save was 2 hours before this, autosave happened afterwards. I didn't want to redo things. And so he lays dead. Rest in peace.
Also unlocked mim modification and used the skell unlock cutscene as an excuse to get a real good closeup of Hope's face. Yes I still called her Hope even though there's another Hope in-game, no I don't care.
This was the first design for reference which I liked in the character creator but didn't end up enjoying the look of in-game, hence the change. That's actually all I've got for tonight so uhhh bye
These are so lovely
April 16th and every Wednesday onwards for 6 weeks Jesus Christ that's sooner than I expected, absolutely pogging though I'll finally get to see my girlies animated again <3
Day 2 overview I have continued to do not a lot of main story quests but a lot a lot of every other type of quest. Most notably I have met Neilnail and I already like her quite a lot and am intrigued by what she'll end up being. I've got a lot of affinity missions still to do because they really open up after chapters 4 and 5 but I'm planning to do chapter 6 next so I can unlock skells and then I'll get back to affinity missions. Woo. Also we passed the 20 hour mark, which isn't bad.
Fate real