Kadere iman eden kederden emin olur.
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Kadere iman eden kederden emin olur.
"Oysa, Utanılacak bir şeymiş, öyle diyor Camus Tek başına mutlu olmak..."
bože, toľko radosti z jedného muža.
len sa teš prosím, nič viac nepotrebujem.
a keď sa na mňa najbližšie budeš škeriť spod periny
a ráno sa bude nebezpečne rýchlo posúvať
(aj bez mojej kávy),
alebo večer budeme zívať v objatí,
každý unavený z vlastných povinností,
no každý vďačný zo spoločných drobností,
budem si znova len viac istá,
že v jednoduchosti je krása.
a ja ťa jednoducho a krásne ľúbim.
I'd take a billion pills if it gave me sanity
December 24, 2022 - Day 188
A charcuterie dinner.
Queenstown. 24.12.22
Ausschlafen bis 13 Uhr, wäsche machen und in die Stadt gehen zum Burger essen und Killkenny Ginger trinken.😍
Da heute der frensh Guy Geburtstag hat, verabreden wir uns zu viert. Malit und Elli (eine irin) kommt auch noch mit. Mega gute Truppe.
Wir versuchen es direkt in der Bar in der wir vor zwei Tagen nicht rein kamen. Ich lasse Elli meinen Cocktail bestellen, da ich meine ID wieder vergessen habe.🤦🏽♀️
Ich rufe Mal noch meine Mama an und dann finde ich es doch seltsam Weihnachten nicht in Deutschland zu verbringen. Doch bevor ich sentimental werden kann, sitzen wir da und trinken fröhlich Cocktails (für 24$) und shots (für 11$). Irgendwie bekomme ich auch noch Glöckchen- Öhrchen und bin meeeeega Happy. Ich schüttel die ganze Zeit mit dem Kopf um die Glöckchen erklingen zu lassen und habe einen riesen Spaß.🤣
Dann gehen wir zu MC Donalds. Hier ist ganz Queenstown versammelt und macht einen Krach. Holla. Ich fühle mich irgendwie an Oktoberfeststimmung erinnert. 😂 Nach dem Essen gehe ich um 2 Uhr ca. völlig übernächtigt in mein Bett... Scheiße... In weniger als 3,5 h ist die Nacht vorbei.🧐
Having a truly awful time of it so far this Christmas. Seriously sick with fever and cough, immediate family in complete chaos and conflict and most of them not speaking to me, too sick to travel to alternative plans. Last night after extensive social performing at a works do I felt completely vulnerable and contacted my mother only to have her snark at me. It totally bodied me, I ended up doubled over sobbing. But I sobered up and had some food and got to sleep eventually. Making dinner today had me practically winded. I feel overwhelmed with all I need to do. But I sensibly bought us time at home today so I could rest up as much as possible. I've suspended usual diet and exercise rules until I have my strength back. I've rested pretty well. I have not harmed myself with continued alcohol today, I made healthy choices. I kept up duo lingo, and being respectful of others. I am maintaining the good habits even in bad times and that will see me through. I'm quite upset to be so sick over Christmas but it struck me at random on like the 22nd, when I was already off work and barely out doing things so it couldn't be helped. It's just the luck of the draw, everyone gets sick with coughs and colds this time of year so it may as well happen when I'm not right in the middle of a massive work project and can't sit on the sofa as much as I like! I'm going to have to adjust my expectations is all. It's still possible to be happy.
it is christmas eve and i am sipping on a beer and eating lindt chocolates while unpacking boxes. my partner’s in the next room, putting a wardrobe together piece by piece. especially under the current circumstances and as a bizarre year is coming to its end, this the type of quiet progress i need.