Hey. It's the future version of you. New, yeah. Unfortunately, not improved in any way. Just kidding. You will change quite a lot. But for good or bad, you can decide for yourself later. I'm not gonna sugar coat anything here, or tell you to avoid certain things. I won't be who I am today if I didn't make mistakes, so trust me. High - school's not gonna be particularly fun, I'm sure you anticipated that.
You'll be forced to become someone who you never wanted to become. You're going to be abandoned by those who you thought loved you. You're going to go to great lengths to appear as someone you're not. I'm not going to say all of that's okay. Because it's not. For fucks sake, kid. Treat your family better. They raised you, and you repay them like this?
You're going to do things you never thought you'd resort to. Try not to be too much of an asshole, you never know who you accidentally piss off when you run your mouth off like you do every day. Also, you're not someone in some sort of higher social order just because you don't attend any parties and instead attend poetry slams. Keep writing, but get a life.
Don't let people fool you into doing things. Don't give pieces of your heart out to people so easily. But talk to more people, you just might make a few friends. Falling in love is going to hurt. A fuck ton. Don't put everything you thought you knew on the line for him. Yes, him.
It will get bad, but it will also get better. Go visit that bookstore you always wanted to. Try out new things, you never know who you’ll meet. Don’t be so afraid, you’re stronger than you think you are. Don’t become who other people want you to be.
TL,DR: For God's sake, don't be such a prick.