I've been quarantining for 5 months and despite feeling hopeless, so much good has happened so far. After years of struggling I've lost 30lbs. I have grown closer to my family and learned new things about my fiancé. I've spent more time my four-legged bestfriend and learned to truly appreciate the love and support he has to offer me. And most importantly I cut ties with my only friend (again) because of her toxicity and have had a weight lift off my shoulders . . . But losing a friend - a sister - during such a difficult time has really left me feeling alone. Outside of family I have no one, and every day that sinks in a little deeper. I miss having someone I can trust and talk to and share stuff with. She may not have been the best, but she was something. I would give anything to have a friend again.
