I haven’t written you a letter on here in a long time. I used to write you letters here hoping one day you would magically find them. Tonight someone was teasing me and used your full name to cause a reaction out of me. I haven’t heard your full name said out loud in so long. So few people in philly know about my history with you. To be honest I still had a reaction when I heard your name, but I was more surprised that it reminded me I haven’t thought of you in...so long. We haven’t talked in over a year and I think that’s our longest but I cut you off two years ago and the one slip up was idk we were in a pandemic we were all checking on each other. What I’m trying to say is it’s been 11 years and tonight I realized you are so close to being a fond memory and better yet a current indifference.








