#262017

[fuckyeahjoonmyun]

260217 SMTOWN_Friends Twitter update

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@deepikapadukone #ladylove #padmavati #sketch #262017 (at Delhi)

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2/6/17

[negativity-sucks-blog]

2/6/17

[yehmereliyehai]

So tomorrow I have to make a big decision. Whether or not to tell her about my depression is part of that decision. She can belittle me bc of it or can sympathize with me. I don't know why I feel like there's a ton of bricks on my chest. My brain feels like it's going to burst. I went to work only 20 min. late and ate an egg sandwich with a coffee. I had emailed the summary to M this morning after working on it last night. Then I compiled some numbers and went to see her. She was nicer than last week. But I wasn't about to open up with her about my problems. She wanted to know about the meeting with D and I made something up. Then I trekked back to my office and did little odds and ends. Waiting until it was 5. I left on time and got a new clock mechanism. When I came home I put the mechanism in and ate a kebab and a cheese sandwich that O so lovingly made me. I should've gone to J but I didn't. I didn't read but I sent a lot of emails today. FF and KC took the cat to the vet (he's fine!) and Abe's was in a good mood (he got invited to a book signing!). I have a very loving family and I'm sorry that they can't pull me out of this. I wish V was back in my life. I'm so damn lonely.