I have been awake almost 26hours. I just wanna sleep this crushing pain away from my chest but I cannot do that bc then I’ll be up for next night again.
Oh God dear please help me. My sister is texting me all the time and I have no idea how i could help her in this situation and she keeps just yelling at me that ‘shes tired and she give up’.
Situation is that that my sister lives at my mother, and our mother had promised that after se graduate, they won’t move in a smaller apartment until my sister had her own place. Last month out mother told that they move end of this month.
So it came kinda hurry to found a place to my sister. Well, now they have found one, but no-one have the fucking money to pay the two months pre-rent (i had noidea what it’s really in english but)
And they had made a application for this place, where people can get money if they had no other incomes.
And now my sister keeps screaming at me that she doesn’t know anything, she doesn’t know what to do etc etc.
I’m fucking exhausted and annoyed for the for situation, because our mother broke her promise and put my sister this situation, because of my sister who keeps yelling at me, even I have done nothing but trying to help her.












