Mar 28, 2018
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Rückfall
Wenn sie Feuer ist, musst du Wasser sein. Was bringt es den auch noch Benzin hinein zu schütten, wenn man keinen brannt verursachen will?
- me
Es fällt mir von Tag zu Tag schwieriger mir nicht die Beine aufzuschneiden.
28 March 2018
33 minutes at bedtime
Mixing up the purpose of meditation with the images generated by the deep subconscious is never a good idea. Thankfully, last night’s meditation struggle wasn’t about the duration. The timer was set at 33 and when it buzzed, I could have gone on a little longer. That was a big plus about last night.
The negative about last night’s meditation session was the loss of posture. The subconscious was behaving so deeply that I found my spine somewhat crooked when attempting to return my attention to the technique. Thankfully, I continued with a decent level of concentration after the return. I managed to keep a concentration level deeper and stronger than the ongoing depth of subconscious.
Among the things that I must share is that I have begun enjoying my dreams. ‘Have begun enjoying my dreams while dreaming ! I can feel the good sense of certain images getting purposely mixed up by the uncontrollable, unleashed, sleeping subconscious. The dreams that I receive closer to waking don’t seem so enjoyable.
It’s like the dreams soon after meditation have a clean surface to play themselves out whereas the dreams that come later are in a clutter. Meditation in the subconscious seems to purify the subconscious. Meditation can do the job of deep cleansing the mind. That’s cool.
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Du bist der jenige der mir gezeigt hat was liebe ist. Jemand der mir gezeigt hat was Freundschaft ist.
Du wirst immer etwas besonderes sein. Ein Kapitel in meinem Leben mit dem ich nie abschließem werde.
Du bist und wirst immer mein einziger Wundenpunkt sein.
Glaub mir, wenn ich sage das ich dich liebe. Egal wie viele Menschen noch kommen oder gehen, dich ersetz niemand. Ich liebe dich.
Irgendwann sehen wir uns wieder, versprochen.
You are always with me, but never here.
Me.
I let you into my heart, but i never let you out again. Even if I wanted, I could not.