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Yuga Goha - Sevens (requested by anonymous)

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18.07.14

Sticking to a new rule of no one under the age of 21 for any reason what so ever.

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18.07.10

I just need more time. There are too many things I want to do and not enough time.

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18.07.09

Ok!

So today I actually got a great deal of things accomplished, which is nice. I feel like starting the week off with a solid bit of work is always reassuring for the week ahead. And not just my job either! I am committing to relearning my German and learning French, so that equates to roughly 30 min doing each every day. I’m also attempting to do a bit of sketching each day as well, so we’ll see how long this goes for. Overall I’m hoping if I can do a bit each day I can make some slow but steady progress. Kaizen is the key.

Also if I didn’t mention this before my toe is currently healing from being dislocated about a week ago, which provides a constant state of dissatisfaction as I can’t do any major physical activities. But I’m working through it.

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18.07.06

It’s funny how you start planning for the future and the present comes barging in and reminds you that things aren’t as bad as you think they are.

Still, things will get better.

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Let’s Start Again

Ok, so we’re going to go pretty stream of consciousness with these posts as I am going to make an effort to write something most evenings as a method of documentation and accountability.

My name is Andrew, but I go by Ace now. (for a number of reasons)

I’m an architect (now), bisexual, 29 (for a bit over a month now), and mixed race.

I used to live in Texas (my home state), but now I live in Seattle.

I’m in a bit of a state of flux and I’m reassessing everything. 

This after originally telling myself I’d accomplish certain things by the end of my 30th year. Luckily, one of those things was my license, however that is one of many and there’s not tons of time left. That being said, I do wonder if my goals are truly my own or if they’re the result of my interpretation of societal standards. Potentially both.

And so! Continuing on my (rarely used) hashtag, I will explore and deconstruct my goals and desire to become a better version of myself and get at both how to attain these goals but also the how and more importantly the why.

Let’s have fun!

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Going to make an effort to post more on hear.

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Twenty-eight, Twenty-nine...Thirty. - Chapter 4: Whole30 and Not A Whole Lot More

So we're going to do something crazy where I post concurrently while also filling in the holes, like some kind of both beautiful and awful version of how Star Wars movies. A short summary of my Saturday in thoughts: "Oh my god, I can eat food again!" "Why is my eye pink." "I am eating all of the bacon and eggs that I have, divided by two." "Why can't Whole Foods get guacamole right, and why did I think this time would be different." "I don't have any contacts left." "I feel so self conscious when I wear my glasses." "Where the hell is my orca card?" "Friend!" "Watch Apollo go and order all the snacks at the game." "He got two meals and I can't have any of it." "The only thing I can order that isn't water...is sparkling water." "I finished my sparkling water and I'm still thirsty." "The goal keeper is also making me thirsty." "I really need to go to the gym." "If I don't have my glasses on I won't check anyone out." "Why do you lie to yourself like this." "I can't wait to start running outside again!" "I can spend no more than $38 dollars at the store." "This adds up to less than $30, so let's get some extra snacks." "I will not stare at the hot guy especially because I feel really not hot right now." "Oh my god this Rx Bar is everything right now." "If I go hang out with my friend right now at coffee shop that means we probably won't hook up later." "Ah! My roommate has finally returned. I don't have to put out a missing person's report." "Did the barista just check me out?" "I am not going to play footsie in the middle of a café. Let's go to your place." "Well he just told me his evening plans and it seems like I'm not on them." "Tiger really is awesome. I'm glad he's my friend." "I still really want to fuck him, though." "Seattle!" "Invite me up. Invite me up." "I am Caleb Gallo." "Oh my god Len." "This show is glorious." "This would be more bizarre but now that I've lived in Seattle..." "Yes, lets shop since you need new pants." "I don't have time to make this application a good one. I should just forget it." "I really need to write." "I'm still hungry." -end scene-