#2dots2019

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AUG 2018

Feels like our prime… so much trust, openness and love.

Los Angeles

8/10 - i tell my old friend and client all about you at some crazy meeting at Dave & Busters - You can’t believe i told her. I flet great to tell someone about you and why you are so great.

After i get back we go out to Momofuku Majordomo in the arts district!!! Yumz!

8/11 - We turo to Malibu. Go to the ranch market and beach!!

8/12 - The Roosevelt Hollywood and in-and-out!!

NYC

8/15 - Public hotel visit for the first time. Verycool japanese rooms. I could stay in that little pod with you forever.\

Things feel good.

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6/1/19 REUNION

We text for the first time in a while, not about work...

I tell you about my HS reunion you convinced me to go to yesterday...

you reply - “Happy you're having fun!!!”

“(Thank you for the flowers they are beautiful)”

You acknowledged the flowers... and thanked me...

I‘m happy for the encouragement, but don’t acknowledge the flowers...

but i’m happy you like them...

Wasn't expecting that. Prob means nothing - but feels good.

Then you unexpectedly “like” my insta pic from the reunion and that makes me irrationally happy.

That night, I know it’s your roommate’s birthday. 

I should not look at Instagram. But I do and your outfit for the “camp” party is awesome. I love it. It’s fun and hot, like you. 

The party looks amazing like house of yes on your deck. You stop following my story at around 10. I try to not think about what you doing

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5/20/19 MR INSTA

I reply to your insta story about your dog...

you reply is one word...

feels bad. Not sure we will DM-ing much more...

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5/16/19 POD SAVE PALM SPRINGS

You send me “Pod Save America’s” insta story...

for the live show in NYC...

You send with no comment... Do you want to go with me?

I want to go with you...

I send an LAMAG sorry about “Taco Bell Opening a Hotel in Palm Springs..”

you reply - “OMG”

My brain hates this uncertainty... what’s happening?!?

Still talking... but feel like i’m going crazy... cause i am.

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5/14/19 BROKEN SKI DREAMS

You DM - “I want more skiing”

Me - “Me too”

Makes me wonder if we will ever ski together again...

this DM makes me hopeful, but sad.

Later you respond to my insta story - “Ghost Donkey!”

You are watching my story and commenting on it...

I just want you to come here...

I’m still hopeful... 

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5/13/19 MARTINI MONDAY

Still DM-ing...

I send you the insta menu post from “The Dancer” because it’s Martini Monday...

You reply - “look SO GOOD”

I say - “i’ll send pics”

You reply - “!!!!” “How is it?”

We are still talking... still familiar... 

but missing

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5/10/19 BROKEN SILENCE

We haven’t been texting about anything but work... it’s been quiet.

I think i’m still shocked.. is she coming back?

are we talking about this?

Out of no where - You reply to my insta story - “Magical”

I reply - “no you are”

silence.

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OCT 2018

We look at apts together! Fun!

Things feel good (omg, i love when you ask me to put the plug in you)

We calm down on the weed and cocktails a little during the week.

While enjoying some great LA work trips.

I take you to an insane live performance of the office!!