Do I? If I did, I think it’d be easier to hide myself away from people but it seems like some of my friends see right through me, even when I try to keep things to myself. When it comes to how I am, I rather prefer to remain sincere in what I do and how I behave around other people, however I don’t want them to see the whole me, as I don’t know when and what for they might use it against me, and therefore forced smiles are sometimes mandatory. The darker side of me would probably be my preference to suffer alone in silence, most likely in front of TV and with a whole pint of ice cream and, if my problems really overwhelm me, drowning myself in alcohol whilst listening to sad songs.