Frustration. Exasperation. Two words that I feel are things I feel a lot…but mostly because I know in my heart “I can do this”…so why isn’t it happening?
The waltz-8. One of the problems in my life. Granted, it’s a manageable problem but a problem none the less. It’s that left outside 3-turn that always kills me. My coach says I’m anticipating it…I think I’m worried. It’s my weaker side and I know my foot isn’t in the right place... It’s like I have that sweet spot mentality. If I just find it…but no….my coach say it’s all about consistency and keeping everything the same.
We moved on after I fell… because I got scared. It’ll happen. It’ll happen.
Program. Having no coordination seems to be a problem in this sport. It’s like I shouldn’t feel like I’m doing the Macarena out there. But I felt less stupid now…I went to that place where it was just the lyrics of the song and it just seemed easy. I’m excited to see the rest of it.
New goals: Look fancy/ coordinated! Faster right outside 3-turn.
Old goals: Left outside 3-turn! Better left over right cross overs.
I have the bruise on my knee to help me remember my goals. I feel that desire to actually get all this before April... I feel that passion and love again.