#3:59am

[stars-x-and-x-cats]

the bi flag, but color picked from the genderfluid flag cause i'm bored

[floating-babies-in-the-dark]

ahhhh fuck i miss her

[sapnaptwt2]

night <3

[luckystartmohs]

Hello 911? I had a violent nightmare where someone’s hands got cut off, make it stop

[xkeepxrunningx]

I hold unto her,

one arm wrapped around her waist;

she cradles into me,

her warmth surrounding

as she breathes deep.

There's a dog barking

a few houses down,

a honk, a motorbike.

The sound of a backdoor

as it opens and closes,

light voices shushing.

I brush a stray

from the side of her face -

she stirs, leaning into my hand.

She's so fragile.

I've forgotten her name,

two hours after sunrinse

I'll have forgotten her face.

Only ghosts of tender touches

sliding down my shoulder blades,

apologetic fingertips

brushing by my scars,

asking questions I'll never answer.

Remnants of the warmth

on my hand from where I brought her

to her peak, head thrown back,

apologetic touches forgotten as

her nails dig into my arm.

Heaving chest against my own,

the slick sweat uniting us -

coallesed into one.

Earlier,

she had told me my voice

was akin to the sound

of an oncoming train

and I faltered in asking

if it was the transience or

the wreckage that convinced her

to stay.

The breeze blows through

the opened window,

tickling goosebumps unto her skin,

inviting me to the empty streets.

Wet asphalt and morning dew

fills this hollow room,

shaking the bed like a raft

and taking with it any remnants

of my conviction.

She is captivating,

it is why I must leave her come morning.

Her eyes too much like anvils,

her voice too much like a compass

leading me towards her safety-net arms.

Barking resumes, followed

by an opening door, a muffled voice; shouting, a whimpering dog.

Another car drives by the wet street outside, its headlights gleaming

through the window.

I glance at her as she breathes in,

corner lip twitching

just ever so

brief -

I close my eyes,

allow myself to be

engulfed in her warmth.

[brunchthesurface]

It s 3:59, I need to go to bed.

[indigopurple]

I am. SHIT

[indigopurple]

Yknow I was falling asleep like 4 hours ago whered that exhaustion go