Feb 12, 2024
The days tick closer. Excitement turns to dread. I've been waiting to see you again for too long. What if. What if you get here and all the fuzzy happiness turns into dust. What if the emptiness returns and consumes all that I wish to feel again. What if we realize that this was more about the imagination than the actual meeting. A clash between fantasy and reality. Ripping apart our routine. Robbing us of the comfort of vagueness.