#3.1.2024

[louisupdates]

bbcradio1 who’s on your must see list? 👀

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3 - Kristen Jan Wong

6 - Joshua Halling

8 - Alfredo Flores

9 - Mitchell Giebels

[Louis Tomlinson is featured in one of BBC Radio 1’s Instagram posts. 3.1.2033]

[godsnameisjoy]

SINGLE

Date: 3 January 2024

Duration: 56 minutes at 10:51 PM

Depth:

Earlier yesterday, I had increased the preset timer to 56 minutes. At night, I had 12 minutes remaining on the preset timer when I first opened my eyes. In the first 4 minutes of the remaining 12, I affirmed for harmony with a certain degree of sincerity. In the next 6 minutes, I continued making affirmations but I wasn’t able to do it with the same degree of sincerity as before. In the last 2 minutes that were remaining, I just sat. I made a conscious effort to not get busy with anything that requires for me to move. I just sat straight for the last 2 minutes.

Freely flowing life energy is now dedicatedly making itself heard from a spot within my head. More than 2 decades back, when I hungrily read anything and everything written by Paramahansa Yogananda and Swami Vivekananda, I read about the meditational phenomenon of hearing a variety of sounds that come from within during deep meditation.

I didn’t have the mental capacity back then to be able to imagine what sounds from within could be. That’s probably why Kundalini energy related literature is esoteric. One has to experience it to understand fully the words written for it. Last night, it was so comforting to hear clear percussion like sounds that I knew no one else to could hear. The comfort was in knowing that life energy has not abandoned its blessed work in my meditative mind spaces.

From what I heard last night, I am convinced that life energy wishes to make my attention single. It’s probably a rite of passage. My attention has to be single pointed in order to prepare me for the third eye. My attention continues to turn to the centre of my head through the sounds it hears. Life energy has to train my attention to not scatter itself over mental imagery. To this end, I have been blessed with an interiorised sense of hearing and a steady flow of life energy into my head.

I still haven’t met my spiritual benefactor.

[whativereadtoday]

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

I love how some of the implications of the stories told fly right over SY’s head, even when he’s the one telling them. I mean, sure, they’re the very surface level implications rather than the deep lessons he wanted to impart on Binghe, but really.

9/10

Chapters: 8/8 Fandom: 人渣反派自救系统 - 墨香铜臭 | The Scum Villain's Self-Saving System - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Luò Bīnghé/Shěn Yuán | Shěn Qīngqiū Characters: Luò Bīnghé, Shěn Yuán | Shěn Qīngqiū Additional Tags: White Lotus Luò Bīnghé, Thirsty Luò Bīnghé, Pining Luò Bīnghé, POV Luò Bīnghé, Unreliable Narrator, Good Teacher Shěn Yuán | Shěn Qīngqiū, Storytelling, 17yr old & teacher - mild underage romance, No Sex, Shen Yuan is point farming like crazy in the background, Pre-Endless Abyss (Scum Villain) Summary:

With the Immortal Alliance Conference looming ever closer, Binghe finds his Shizun acting strangely, intent on telling him a series of tales with some lessons hidden within that he struggles to interpret. Tales of heroes doomed to an ill fate, of enchanted silence, of love, of kind demons, and demonic realms. The only thing Binghe is sure of is that his Shizun is secretly pleading for understanding and help. And he hopes maybe also… true love?

[puregrief]

مليش أمل في الدنيا دي. عامةً آه.

[puregrief]

أنا تعبت من إني بأكَّل الذكاء العاطفي للرجالة بالمعلقة في بؤهم. حبيبي اكبر بقى بالله عليك! الحياة داست عليا زي ما داست عليك، منين الغباء ده كله؟

[puregrief]

ابن المتناكة ده مبيموتش ليه أنا عايزة أفهم! ليك مين فوق يا خول؟ تعرف ناس مهمين؟

[puregrief]

بسم الله ما شاء الله أنت خفقان قلبك مبيضيعش في العدم؟ يا بختك!

[puregrief]

مش فاهمة ازاي فيه ناس بتعدّي يومها من غير ما تفكّر في الموت، مش كانتحار ولكن الموت عامةً. ومش فاهمة ازاي مبيجيش على بال ناس في مواقف صعبة أو صدمات ويفضَّلوه على الحياة. مش فاهمة عامةً ازاي فيه ناس الموت بالنسبة لها مش حل أو حاجة نفسهم تحصل. أنا مبقيتش حِمل الناس المينتالي ستيبُل والله، مبيبطلوش يفاجؤوني.