andrew minyard ↠ the monster
“ you are a pipe dream, ” andrew said. “ go inside and leave me alone. ”
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andrew minyard ↠ the monster
“ you are a pipe dream, ” andrew said. “ go inside and leave me alone. ”
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Introvert quarantine day 1: Food tastes better. My art looks better than usual. My skin is clear. Books and wine.
i like watching how different all the tiny creatures in that tank move. theres some harmless flatworms and a lot of copepods too... and the zoes have joined the ranks but they move so differently
oh wow i can actually see her releasing them slowly. shes still so big but i think she just started. shes scratching at her tail with her hind legs and knocking the eggs loose a bit. its interesting to watch...shes doing this while grazing too. its cool to see how coordinated they are with their bodies and limbs
hoping that the big mama releases her zoes soon so that the transition to salt wont be too late
its nice that you keep on asking abt seeing me again
makes me smile and shitt
the first babies are here for real this time!
Miserere Mei, Deus
(Forgive My Unbelief)
I. Is there an end to suffering? I lean into the hurt & keep falling, just a cripple Jesus forgot & all that. It’s awfully hard to pick up my mat at this point, even harder to believe I could be saved or that there could be anything good in all of this.
II. Stop telling me to expect a miracle. I’ve begged for miracles before & I’m still here waiting for something to change.
III. I’ve heard all about your “messiah” but the way I see it either he is not who you say he s or he hates me specifically. How many prayers have I cried out for mercy? And still nothing.
IV. I’m not willing to suffer in the name to a god who refuses to speak to me. It’s easier to believe no one is listening than it is to wonder why I don’t deserve to be saved.
V. Miserere mei, Deus. We all just want to be saved.