#3.22.13

[alexeis-journal]

3.22.13

    Alternative for the schmucks that order hard cider.

  Yamazaki Autumn Delight 

2 oz Yamazai 12-year-old Japanese single malt whisky 6 oz apple cider Ground cinnamon

  Glass: Rocks

    Add whisky and cider to shaker and fill with ice. Shake and strain into rocks glass filled with fresh ice. Dust with cinnamon and garnish with 2 apple slices and cinnamon stick.

[astrallouis]

If I don't blog too much today I'm too busy crying ok

[vikturikiss]

FUCK i left my my chem shirt at my dorm 

i can't fuckin do anything right, not even wear their stupid shirt on this stupid day god damn it i wasnt thinking

and i probably wont be able to do a my chem day until next weekend either because spring break and family and blah blah blah i just want to be alone to cry and scream

[vikturikiss]

of course the one band i have, and probably ever will, put my heart and soul into does shit like this

[vikturikiss]

the world my never take my heart, but my chemical romance sure as hell did and then they stabbed it and bulldozed it and threw it in the fucking ocean 

[365days-of-thoughts]

March 22, 2013

I can't even study. I can't concentrate. I think about you and I think about how we're never going to happen. Not ever. And I know that. And yet I can't stop thinking about you. I don't know why. I know that we can never be together, we're too different, we don't have enough in common to even keep a conversation going.  You only ever talk to me about sex or school or random stuff that I ask you. Sometimes our conversations are great. Most of the times it's about sex. Obviously, there's a pattern here. I can't tell whether I'm mad or just frustrated that I'm like this over you. Of all people, someone who's completely not right for me. 

Whatever happened to all the romantic guys? 

I just want to stop thinking about you so I can concentrate. At least I haven't been dreaming about you anymore... 

Whatever you feel for me, I think I need to stop caring. Whatever it is, I don't think I want it anymore. This is too much for me. I can't just think about you holding my hand but saying sweet things to some other girl, that's not what I wanted. I didn't want the physical relationship, I wanted the emotional one and it's completely switched. It doesn't even matter what she looks like because as long as you think she's cute, that's all it took. My heart kind of fell when I saw the message and now I'm just getting all frustrated about what it means. Oh why am I such a curious person? Why did I take a peek and what you had said to her or what she had said to you. Why do I do this to myself?

[sacconejolys]

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