i need to get so fucking high

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i need to get so fucking high
Speaking of letting go
This exact day last year was the day that Pedro asked me to be his girlfriend. I know that it wasn't meant to work out with us. Surprisingly I was okay with that. However, I really miss his friendship. I don't think I'll ever understand why he was taken from us so soon. I am so thankful for the short amount of time that I knew him though. He was such a huge part of my life from the day we met. He changed my perspective completely. He was truly an amazing person and friend. I will forever miss him but I won't ever forget.
adventures with lane
https://www.discogs.com/artist/3940926-CCTV http://cutnpasteyoface.blogspot.com/2015/08/cctv.html
food - sarcastic smiley *sister is having an anxiety attack* me: hmm I think I'm gonna get her some of my jello and have some more myself *gets two bowls and puts proper serving size* *starts heading to my sisters room* my dad: "did you eat ALL of this jello ALREADY?" *disgusted laugh* : )))))))))) 🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕
ace/aro stuff (pda) etomephobia ? - ( is that how you spell it?? I'm rly sorry) letter repetition- please don't same ugh I've been incredibly nervous about romance and stuff ighhhh,,, like I've just been really grossed out and repulsed by the idea of kissing and touching and !!!! aaaaaaaa I haven't felt this bad about it before but now I'm just,,,,, like yeah I'll snuggle but please !! don't kiss me or please try not to show that you are turned on it makes me physically sick and want to shrivel up and die aaahahhahahahahahaahhaugh !!!!! I'm sorry I just ,,,, fuck!! the thought of my first kiss possibly being soon makes me want to disappear because I don't want it to happen I feel so bad for possibly letting ppl down but I just!!!!! I'm sorry!! I'll snuggle and hold hands and maybe like kiss ur cheeks or ur neck but please don't put ur face hole on my face hole aaaaa !!!!!!!!!! I feel terrible because I rly rly crave attention and affection like hugging and cuddling and holding hands but I know that some people might want to go farther and I won't be able to make them happy bc I'll be too busy throwing up my insides ugh !!!!! ughhhhh!!!!!!!!!!
Niall, Sergio Pizzorno, and Sean Fletcher talking about ice baths