Since it is the first day after my birthday of the 19th year, I, Jennifer (19 years old) would like to invite you, future Jennifer (19 + x years old), to read my day-in-the-life-of excerpt on the day, March 6, 2014. Such a nice intro.. Well! Without further adieu.. Outline of my day: 12 am: Birthday song sung by my amazing hall mates. 12 pm - 3 pm: Work. and receive surprise birthday cards from all the children. 4 pm - 9:30 pm: Hang out with J and K at a benefit concert featuring JV. 5:30 pm ish: Run into my former Biology TA, Stephanie. And that’s really where I want to start my actual diary-esk entry. I ran into my former Biology TA Stephanie! What the fuu! It was my freaking birthday yesterday, I saw JV perform, preschoolers made me birthday cards, PRESCHOOLERS! and my highlight was seeing and talking to Stephanie for 10 minutes?! Yes. Yes indeed. Oh I forgot, I talked to Don for an hour last night too. That was a highlight too buut.. STEPHANIE. Stephanie: grad student, tennis player, super smart, super kind, hapa girl, good-hearted, looked-forward-to-every-discussion-for-bio-every-week-last-quarter Stephanie. Long story short (more like an over analyzation of every detail in those 10 minutes) I got her number and we’re going to lunch sometime next week. I want to explain my ‘without any chagrin’ meaning, ‘unashamedly’ (found in my ‘7 words’ app game). So I was telling Don how I was obsessing over Stephanie and how I wanted to have her babies (haha, yea.. this is 100% true) and I told him that when and if we met for lunch, that I would just straight up tell Stephanie that I had a crush on her last quarter and still do, without any chagrin. This is how it plays in my head. -eating lunch together- Me: To be honest, I had a crush on you last quarter and still do —I know you have a bf and all but hey, doesn’t hurt to have a little crush on your TA right? Her: Oh.. that’s nice, thank you I’m flattered. —Or, best scenario— Her: Oh really? That’s so.. so incredibly awesome because I sort of have a crush on you too. —make out— Haha, yes yes laugh all you want. I’m pathetic. But really, I so want that to happen though I am so sure that it will not. I say 0.01% chance it’ll go down. Like, that is pretty fair to say at the likeliness of that. But anyways, I just can’t stop thinking about her ever since we bumped into each other near my hall. And Now every time I go out of my hall where we bumped, I think of her and smile. Yes. Pathetic. I get it.
