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My memory is crap but didnt louis tweet about having a great day right before the eleanor break up?

He tweeted “Gonna be a good day today :)” on March 7th (x) and “Another very exciting day!!!!!” on March 8th (x).

There are several times/nights, I want to sleep with you in the most innocent way possible. To tell you I love you and that I'll never let you go. To feel the heat radiating off your skin and giving me a sense of warmth. To feel protected, secure, and out of harms way. To feel your arms wrapped around me, telling me that everything is going to be okay. To simply feel your touch against my skin. To know that you're real and that I didn't just make someone, as perfect as you, up. To know that despite the distance, you are mine just as much as I am yours. To just have you by my side after we've been apart for so long. Other times, I want you in the most sexual way possible. I've read things, seen things, heard things, almost all types of things. I know what I like and I know what I don't. One day you're going to know what I like and well let's just say most people would be a little surprised. I'm kind of into the whole handcuffs and rope thing, along with the arms above the elevator thing that you've done before. I am not into all of that 50 Shades of Gray stuff, maybe some but most definitely not all. Now, if I'm being completely honest here, sometimes I wish I wasn't a virgin and you know that. There's no need for me to say why because you know why. We were extremely close today and I do wish we would have gotten there, in a way of course. We both know we would regret it though, so we'll wait some more. What restrains me the most is that that day, Our Day, I want us to be able to say that we made it. That maybe we did have a few "slip ups" I guess we could say, but that we stuck to our promise. That and the fact that I know it would hurt and cause stuff and I don't want that right now *(So let's get married as soon as possible lol, I'm just waiting/craving for him to make me his)* It was such an important day, we both saw everything. He's so perfect, inside and out. I want him, I want him to take things farther, to do everything and anything that he wants to do with me. But we know we can't and I don't know for how much long we can go this way. Sometimes I think it would have been best to have my first boyfriend and kiss and stuff with someone else, as long as my first time would be with him at the right time and place. There's no point in thinking that though, what's done is done. I love him and what has to happen will happen.

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