#3.9.2021

[tallytakespictures]

The oceans are much more populated since I installed this mod, I’m definitely gonna have to get better at maneuvering in the seamoth. I’ll try to start keeping track of the names of the new creatures and add them into the tags (I memorize through repetition so I haven’t quite gotten to that point with the new bois).

[tallytakespictures]

Another day, another spaceship shot down by the artifact weapon lol

[puregrief]

How long will it take for me to completely vanish from your memory? Bet it's not too long.

[prosy-days]

September 3, 2021 - Day 76

A nice cup of tea after a long week.

[godsnameisjoy]

SPINAL PORTAL

Date: 3 September 2021

Duration: 44 minutes at 9:38 PM

Depth:

God may be omnipresent but until one begins seeing Him everywhere, it is better to have some direction to your prayers. East, west, north-east, whatever is convenient to your prayers.

You could pray to a piece of imagination of your mind. Or even a memory of an artist’s version of your favourite idolised God, Goddess and Saint. However, all of these are sensory in nature. Imaginations, memories and knowledge of planetary alignments belong to those parts of the mind that receive and process information received through senses.

Until awareness of the mind is restricted to the conscious and subconscious, there is a tendency to scatter one’s prayers. One could be all over the place while mouthing one’s prayers. This situation flips a full 180 when one experiences energy moving through one’s spine.

With regularity setting in my bodily movements during meditations, I seem to have a very specific direction for my prayers. All of it is now getting directed to a likely Supplier of Kundalini forces.

As of now, I don’t care if each of my chakras develop fully. As long as a pathway is created for these beautiful energies in my spine that reaches my head, I am good. That’s the blessing I seek from a God who is placed right behind these energies.

It doesn’t even matter how long this energy route takes to build its own self. If there is more than one type of energy and if all these forces are meant to arrive my head in a balanced manner, so be it. May I be blessed with patience, balance of mind and a definite progress towards my dearest Higher Self.

[puregrief]

Me after talking to a rude asshole:

What I say: "have a good one!"

What I actually mean: "hope you choke on a dick and die"✨💖

[puregrief]

استيقظت -للأسف- الفتاة اللي عايزة تموت واللي كل الناس عارفة إنها عايزة تموت بس محدش بيرحمها وبيسيبها في حالها بردو، رغم ايه؟ رغم إنها عايزة تموت. ميرسي.

[godsnameisjoy]

CONCENTRATED

Date: 3 September 2021

Duration: 45 minutes at 9:17 AM

Depth:

Following is my take away from this session:

‘Dead energy’ is an oxymoron.

Once you have felt the life energy that the likes of Paramahansa Yogananda, Swami Vivekananda and Sage Patanjali have spoken about, much of your body building exercises are going to begin feeling pale in comparison.

Simply being familiar with the word ‘God’ or a translation of the word in any language, will be of tremendous value once you experience regularly a stream of energy in the spine. The concept of God will clear itself out with every step towards a better understanding of life energies.

It becomes imperative to get intimate with the word ‘God’ after one acknowledges life energies to be imperial in nature.