Dealing with a panic disorder sober blows but at least I have weed to take the edge off of my anxiety and it helps my depression I have been off of all anxiety medications since August I do not judge anyone else who uses it for their mental health I have been on and off of medications for the past 10 years and I am slowly recovering from alcohol, opiate and benzo use amongst overthings. But proudly working on my recovery one step at a time. I need to go a year with no opiate use. Strict orders.
Dear me, forgive yourself and let go of self hate, shame and guilt you are going to be okay











