LXXIV: stoge break
Cleaning my room is so tedious but I have to do it. I always have to rearrange everything, I don’t know what it is about it. I do need a bigger bed though, this one is not cutting it, maybe that cheap one from ikea would suffice, pretty sure my cousin said it was like $50 or $60? I dunno, I’ve never been to ikea either. I didn’t go back to Stockton this morning, I was supposed to go to church with my family, but honestly why should I go if I don’t feel like it. I’m not going to go on another beliefs discussion but yeah, I don’t know I don’t really want to go. Also, I’ve been having mixed feelings about everything right now. Not in any negative or down kind of way, just, I don’t know I truly feel like a free spirit. I’m so prone to anything spontaneous right now. Maybe I’m still in that bored state of mind, I need some thrill. Or maybe thrilling things are starting to get boring and I need a routine. This is what I mean, mixed feelings about everything. All I know is that I’ve been eating like crazy! Unhealthy weight gain, so not good. At the same time, omg my taste buds are loving everything! Well… there goes my resolutions lol, I’ll work on it though I want abs! My playlist is pretty snazzy I’ll probably add on to it soon. In the meanwhile I need to finish cleaning and rearranging my room. Hopefully I do something super fun tonight!
