Inspiration 2 As a grownup, it is difficult to look up to Rasulullah. Not like before. I am a grownup. I've done several sins. I'm not a white pure little Tika anymore. So what i do to survive? I still take Rasulullah as an inspiration. I am still endeavoring to do live as he did. But i also take bad guys as an inspiration, to be not like them. This is may sound like rude thing. But that is what i do. When i feel disgusted of something, or someone's bad deeds. I promise myself i'll try to do the opposite. It is judgemental, but it keeps me stay out of trouble. When i heard my friend cursed or talk dirty, i feel disgusted, i don't want to be like her. When i see other people talking lie, i feel disgusted. I should never do the same. When i see other person being hypocrite, i slap myself. Remind myself not to be like that person. And never tell other people about them, being a bad person. Ever! Why, because i'm being thankful to them. They remind me of myself. They remind me to not be like them. And one thing. If i know them, i'll try to remind them, or giving advice as a friend. If i can't do that, stay silent. This works for you too. If you can't change other person to be a better one, at least don't spread their bad side. What do you gain? Nothing. Be silent. Be thankful. Keep praying. Hadaanallah waiyyakuma ajma'in @30haribercerita #30haribercerita #30hbc1419 #ceritatika #storytelling #katarsis #katarsistika (at JatiPadang Pasar Minggu) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bs2CN54lgOP/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=16w7y1hcs37ab