Jul 31, 2022
aké nádherné by to bolo, ak by som mala kúsok šťastia, len na maličkú chvíľu.
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aké nádherné by to bolo, ak by som mala kúsok šťastia, len na maličkú chvíľu.
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July 31, 2022 - Day 42
A treat of donuts before my Sunday shift.
Dave Thomas Junior · song · 2016
"I hear the silence now, right in my core.
I never heard silence like this before.
Yeah, I hear the silence now. From wall to wall.
I never heard silence like this before."
The house is so empty. So unbelievably fucking empty! And it's not because he's not here, because he'd been away before and it didn't feel like this. I mean yeah, he was only away then and now he's gone, but still. It feels so empty because we realize that he's gone. Every single one of us has this weight and burden of realizing that he's no longer here and he'll never be. We don't have it in us anymore to fight the fact that he's gone or to keep trying to live. We barely eat, barely talk, and barely wake up. I don't want to face another day.
"وَإِذا ما جلستِ وحدكِ في الليلِ وهاجَت بِكِ الشُجونُ الدَفينَة،
ورَأيتِ الغُيومَ تَركُضُ نحوَ الغَربِ رَكضًا كَأَنَّها مَجنونَة،
ولَحَظتِ مِنَ الكواكِبِ صَدًا ونُفارًا وفي النَسيمِ خُشونَة،
فغَضِبتِ عَلى الليالي البَواقي وحَنَنتِ إلى الليالي الثَمينَة،
فأهجُري المَخدَعَ الجَميل وزوري ذلكَ القَبرَ ثُمَّ حَيِّ قَطينَه،
وأنثُري الوَردَ حَولَهُ وعليهِ واغرسي عِندَ قَلبِهِ ياسَمينَة."
Dude did you just love my story and never miss one? You're basically making out with me right now! It's like we're married! Ugh! Come on 🥵