prompt 26: fear
gender au/the weasleys only had boys/fred is still dead (im sorry if that sounded harsh)/ post war [320 words]
written for @hinnymicrofic
The papers had called her fearless, which was laughable because she was Undesirable Number One only weeks ago. She was their savior – a beacon of light finally shining brightly after years of darkness and uncertainty.
But if she was being honest, the moment Tom’s body hit the ground was the moment the fear set in.
She hadn’t felt it right away. No, not with her body and mind operating on autopilot in the immediate aftermath of the battle. Which, Hermione would later say was her body’s survival instincts continuing to protect her from the acute stress of everything she experienced – truly the brightest witch of her age.
When she was thirteen and faced a boggart for the first time, everyone assumed her greatest fear would be Voldemort. It was Dementors.
When she was fifteen, she saw one of her greatest fears happen before her very eyes when Sirius went beyond the veil and she lost what she believed to be her only chance at a real family.
When she was seventeen, her biggest fear changed a lot. At first, it was fear of the unknown. What exactly did Dumbledore expect three barely-of-age teens to do to take down the darkest wizard in history? Then, it was the chance they could be caught by snatchers and turned into Voldemort.
But today, standing on the first-floor landing of the Burrow, her biggest fear is staring at her with deep brown eyes and an empty expression.
She has no idea what to say to him, how to begin again. And she’s afraid.
She’s afraid that they can’t start over. That she was gone too long, that her fake death was too much to bear, that Fred’s real death is too much. She’s afraid that he doesn’t love her anymore.
But then, he pulls her into a hug so bone-crushing it rivals his mother’s and pulls her into his room before shutting the door.














