James didn't see things, usually. Not the way Fred did.
He'd never realized it before, but as he walked down this impossibly long hallway, his nostrils burning from the sterilizing charms that pulsed all around, he knew it was true. He was like a dog, he realized, distracted every minute by the new most exciting thing, and that came at the cost of being able to see things. How many times had Fred had to take what should have been obvious and spell it out for him? "Louis is sad today, James." "Something's wrong with Lorcan." "Does Molly seem more stressed out than usual to you?"
And the more he thought about it, the more angry he became with himself. He should have seen Albus struggling to find himself, should have seen that Lily was falling in love with the Starrise kid. For the love of Hedwig, Merlin rest her little feathered soul, James had lived with Fred for six years and still he never saw the way Fred was hiding himself away along with all of his books in the trunk beneath his bed.
So now, James was going to make sure to see.
"Umm...Potter. J-james Sirius Potter." Did his voice have to tremble like that? He sent up a silent prayer of thanks to whichever Founder - probably Hufflepuff - had made sure that nobody else was around to hear that audible tremor at the sound of his own name. It wasn't that he was scared - Gryffindors didn't get scared, he thought, puffing his chest out - he had just never really liked hospitals, is all.
"Right this way, Mr. Potter." The Healer smiled at him kindly and led the way to a door down the hall. "Whenever you're ready."
And then he was alone again, with a suddenly stupid bouquet of Raspberry Rhododendruns and a door he'd never opened before, despite the promises he had made to Fred.
"Well, I'm here now, aren't I?" James whispered, and then pushed the door open and stepped into the darkened room.
"Umm...Uncle George?" James said, and Merlin be damned if his voice didn't crack again. It was okay though, this time. This was Uncle George, his Uncle George, James's favorite person in the whole wide world, and if there's anyone he didn't mind looking a little less than Gryffindorish in front of, it was him.
James' face broke out into a smile. "Yep, that's my name don't wear it out. Godric, Uncle George, why is it so dark in here?"
A long silence. "Just haven't gotten around to opening up the curtains yet, I guess."
James hesitated for a second, and then strode across the room to yank the curtains apart. Sunlight flooded into the room like dawn breaking out after the winter solstice, bathing everything in white and gold and scattering rainbows around the room. "There," James said, grinning widely and spinning around to face his Uncle. "That's a lot better."
"...yeah. Yeah it is. How are you doing, Jamie?"
"Iiiiii'm great!" James said, bouncing into a chair by his Uncle's bed and setting the Rhododendruns in an empty vase on his bedside table, at which point the flowers all simultaneously stuck out their tongues and blew loud, wet raspberries, showering them both in nectar. Uncle George laughed, then.
And there it was, so evident that he could kick himself for missing it all these years. That sadness lurking behind his eyes, the shadows that swirled around behind the brightness, and suddenly James couldn't tell if those lines on his Uncle's face were from laughing or frowning, and had they always been there?
"I miss you," James said, finally. George stared at him for a second, smiling and looking like it cost him all the effort in the world.
"I've missed you too, buddy," he said, finally, reaching out and taking James's hand. The silence stretched out again, heavy as one of the tapestries down in the dungeons. James felt stupid, and slow, but he couldn't figure out what to say.
"Can I do anything?" he blurted out finally, and knew his cheeks were flushing pink.
"Umm...can I do anything? To help, I mean. I just...wanna help."
Uncle George stared for a minute. "Why don't you just tell me about school and stuff, Jamie?"
So he did. James launched into story after story, about school, and Albus, and Tucker, and girls and how confusing they were, and Quidditch, and how the Hufflepuffs had folded in on themselves, and how much he missed Freddie, and how worried he was for Lily, and how he had managed to conjure that cloud that snowed red and gold. He talked and talked and talked, talked until the sun set outside the window, and he didn't stop to really look again until it was done.
And when he did, he was sure he saw a real smile on his Uncle's face as he drifted off to sleep.
"Love you, Uncle George," he whispered as he leaned forward to hug his Uncle. "And I'll be back tomorrow, okay? I solemnly swear."