she had been waiting for it. waiting for her manager to tell her it was time to head to the stage. she had been beyond bored while she waited, she had already visited all the idols she could’ve. the longer she waited the quicker she wanted to get on stage. so when he said it was time, she almost ran. kami was aware she might have looked a little silly but she hoped everyone could see her excitement. promoting between her fellow idols have been a real thing too, if the song could blow up with them then it might blow with the public. even if she doubted it mostly.
there was a feeling. walking out onto stage to her place and realizing the people were there for her. just her. it was a feeling she could get drunk on. somehow she managed to focus, waiting for the music. and when she turned, dancer’s out the way she could only smile. they always have them work on stage expressions but nothing could stop the huge smile she had once she really got into the dance.
every moment was perfect. she had worked to hard on perfecting her dance for it to fail now. no nerves. being on stage was one thing that could make her feel powerful. kami settled on having fun with it, that was all she wanted. she wanted a chance for people to see her like this. as a performer. once again, once it came to leave the stage she didn’t want too but it had to be done. maybe once she promoted a bit more, it'd be easier to walk away but she didn't think that would be the case.
it wasn’t long before she was on it again and kami stood towards the back. she didn’t have any thoughts about winning on music shows. she had a different goal and winning an award would just be another great thing to happen. it was safe to say she was tired when it was finally time to leave but she put up a brave face when she saw her fans outside, acting as energetic as ever. she knew they thought she would be tired but that wasn't the case at all.
it was only when she was in the car that she let her face relax and leaned back into her seat. she’d bask in the feeling once she got home.
