#4bambiray

[sebstanfrustration]

I'm excited to finish these few chapter honestly and to be done with summer courses. I do have a question though. Do you all have beta readers?

We have some volunteers listed on the resources page, though it’s been quite a while so I’m not entirely sure they’re all still around.

Is anyone up to beta some fic?

[spinsterennui]

Happy Birthday Darling, I hope to have a lovely celebration for this day on which you were born, I hope that it is filled with Thomas and James. All my love ♡

Thank you so much sweetheart! I really really appreciate it. *hugs you super tightly* 

[spinsterennui]

Hello Kerry! I haven't messaged you in forever . How have you been?

Hey there sweetheart! It's so nice to see you! *hugs you super duper tightly* I'm okay. Tired, as I'm adjusting to a new schedule (I'm teaching ESL for a few weeks in the mornings to a group of kids from Korea). Other than that, though, everything is pretty good really. How are you?

[spinsterennui]

I'm not only embarrassed, but ashamed.

Absolutely. I don't even know what to say but I'm disgusted by my own fucking country. And it's been growing for a while. You just can't reason with these people and I am so fed up. Living in Georgia is bad enough, but it's the whole country now. After the last elections, and now this? I just... I don't want to live here anymore. I'm tired of it. Tired of screaming at a wall and fighting against people so stupid they'll never understand or care enough to try and yet try and claim they're doing things in the name of Christ? I'm tired of living in a country that truly thinks that not even a fetus, but an embryo, a ball of tissue and blood indistinguishable from other species at that development, is more important and has more value than people of color. It's all just... so disheartening. And I'm white... I mean, I can't even imagine how fucking frustrating and agonizing and soul-crushing it must be. I don't know. I don't know what to say. I am so disappointed in how far my country has sunk and I want to move. There are idiots everywhere, and there is racism in other countries, and there is hatred ingrained in white culture everywhere, and imperialism everywhere, but for fuck's sake at least maybe I can find somewhere where I'm not actually paying for it with my tax dollars, and where the government doesn't execute people in "my" name. Abhorrent.

[jamie-carragher]

I love you darling! :D

Love you toooooo

[spinsterennui]

*Super tight hug* I've been well, tired but that life. Our chats were so great and then school happened lol. I keep telling myself its almost over but then I have more to go after I get my bachelors. On the bright side it will be what I want to study. How have you been? :)

I understand. I think it's best to go to grad school right afterward. I wish I had. Now I've messed up my loans and can't go until I pay for it myself or try to rehab my loan and can get more financial aid. :( And education is awesome. If I could, all I'd do is go to school. I'd get degree after degree after degree. *hugs you super tightly* But I'm doing okay. Thanks for asking sweetheart. It's really nice to hear from you. :)

[spinsterennui]

Hi Kerry, How have you been?

Hello darling! *hugs you super tightly* I’ve been okay, I guess. How are you? Having a nice summer?