#4fr

[scopophilic1997]

scopOphilic_micromessaging_1034 - scopOphilic1997 presents a new micro-messaging series: small, subtle, and often unintentional messages we send and receive verbally and non-verbally.

[james-axl]

The Answer Is Simple… #4FR = Forever With God #god #misfits #love I forgot the “R” in the first photo LOL (at Hollywood, California) https://www.instagram.com/p/CXfwsz5LpOL/?utm_medium=tumblr

[james-axl]

The Answer Is Simple… #4FR = Forever With God #god #misfits #love (at Hollywood, California) https://www.instagram.com/p/CXfwSfcrNvr/?utm_medium=tumblr

[shadetoshine]

Goal Rewards

So for my goals, which are a little lengthy to be sure, I was thinking of motivating myself with some not-food rewards.

180

New foundation- I’ve had my eye on a nice one for awhile, and I’ve been struggling for a couple of months to get to this goal. I’m only two pounds away at present!

150

Acrylic or Shellac manicure- I love having long pretty nails and so I’ll splurge for a nice manicure, which should look nice on my hands in about 32 pounds...

125

A new tattoo- at this point, I will have lost over 100 pounds! Time for some new ink!

100

A new wardrobe- I will need it at this goal, I’ll have lost over half my body weight! Work clothes for the office, summer clothes, a SWIM SUIT, leather jacket, shoes, lingerie...the works!

95

Hmmm...unsure, but I’ve got time to think on it!

[shadetoshine]

Stats

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Height: 5’2”

Age: 28

(All numbers are in pounds)

SW: 212

HW: 236

CW: 129

GW1: 180 ✅

GW2: 150 ✅

GW3: 125 🔒

GW4: 100 🔒

UGW: 95 🔒

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[shadetoshine]

Skinny Bitch List

- to fit into the clothes I used to. All those clothes that are too small are just sitting there waiting to be worn

- to prove the ones who hate me wrong

- to be someone people can look up to as a strong disciplined leader

- to make my parents proud

- to make people jealous

- to be attractive to a few specific people, but also in general

- so that people don’t dismiss my health issues as weight issues

- to look in the mirror and love what I see for the first time

- to prove to myself that I can

- to make jaws drop when I go back to work

- people will take me more seriously and treat me better

- sharp, harsh features. I want to be deadly beautiful.

- thinner thighs that don’t rub together

- longer looking fingers and thin hands

- to touch all my fingers around my wrist

- to wrap two hands around my thighs

- collar bones

- a slender neck

- no more ugly gut making my belts cut into my tummy

- to look great in lingerie

- to look hot as hell no matter what I wear

- to finally meet someone

- to get more friends

- smaller boobs

- smaller hips

- no back fat

- to shrink my fatty arms

- to not be the fattest person when I walk into a room

- to gain a littl fuckin self control

-sweat less

- less pity

- to feel powerful

- to feel beautiful

[therusticate]

(via Interesting Ways to Get Rid of Ghosts and Demons)

cool stuff for reference if you’re writing a supernatural! 

[therusticate]

30 Day Asexual Challenge!

Saw this, and I’m going to be doing this starting today, and I’ll go ahead and do 3 today to make it line up better with the month of May. Idk, I don’t really talk about my asexuality with anyone besides orangesandblueberries (WHO IS A GODSEND AND HELLA SUPPORTIVE.) So something like this might be a really nice “get to know myself” exercise. ( orangesandblueberries, feel free to do this too, demi-sexuality is on the ace spectrum!)

1. What is your romantic/sexual orientation? 2. Are you out? To whom? 3. How old were you when you realized you were asexual? What made you realize it? 4. Do you identify as a part of the queer community? What communities do you identify with? 5. Tell the story of the first person you came out to. 6. Have you faced oppression because of your asexuality, whether institutional or societal? 7. Who’s your favorite Doctor? (Or, do you have a favorite asexual character?) 8. Do you believe there should be asexual pride? What do you imagine it being like? 9. What does being asexual mean to you? 10. What have other people said about your asexuality? 11. If you’re out, talk about the most accepting person you’ve come out to. If you’re not out, talk about what you would hope a coming out experience would be like. 12. Your favorite asexual Tumblr site. 13. Your favorite asexual website. 14. Tell us about a time you met another asexual, whether in real life or online. 15. Your favorite asexual character/celebrity/person. 16. Your favorite “asexual” book (as in, sex and/or romance are not the main focus). 17. Your favorite “asexual” movie. 18. Tell us a funny joke about asexuality. 19. What do relationships mean to you? 20. Tell us about your partner(s). If you are not in a relationship, tell us about your best friend(s). 21. Your favorite asexual quote. 22. What do you believe causes asexuality? 23. What is your favorite asexual pride image? 24. Write something or post a picture about asexuality that upsets you. 25. What is the worst argument you’ve heard against asexuality? 26. Who is your biggest ally? 27. What is your favorite types of cake? 28. What is your favorite type of pie? (Or, is pie an acceptable replacement for cake?) 29. Where did you first learn about asexuality? 30. Tell us anything about asexuality that you want to end with.