I love you more than anything ☀️💛 if you thought I’d give up you’re crazy, It’s weird. But I know this isn’t the end. It’s like I see us in a few years sitting at a cafe together and I’m looking at you for the first time. And you look somehow even more beautiful, maybe it’s just the fact I’m finally there with you. Looking back into your eyes. But I know right now isn’t the end, I won’t let it be the end. For as saddening as this is. For as hard as this. For the times I refuse to leave bed cause I miss you so much. I’ve also been doing much better in many ways. Just adding tasks into my daily routine. Ive been planting many seeds into my mind, focusing on them. And subconsciously I’ve already started to do them. I believe in myself and I still believe in you as well as in us. Forward progress to my dream. That’s all that matters now. I’ve never really done anything for myself. Everything was always for others, do my get me wrong. I’ll still be kind to human and help if I can. But it’s time I take what I want, it’s time I go after my own dreams. I’m coming .. for everything I want. I’m coming for that man I know I can be, I’m coming for laughter and love and most of all... I’m coming to kiss your beautiful face. I love you, all I’ve done is surprise you in life these last months. Now I’m even starting to surprise myself with the steps I’m taking in life. I love you, I love you so much and one day sooner than we know. I’m going to hold you in my arms. It’s a promise. The most special kind of promise there is.
