-List of Things I’m Quite Scared Of-
I’m scared of the dark,
I’m scared of ghosts,
Goblins, unrealistic things.
I’m scared of not being successful in college,
and having to drop out because I failed my classes.
I’m scared of working at McDonalds and having to go on welfare
Because I have no money and a child.
I am also afraid of what’s intangible.
I’m scared of my friends leaving me,
I’m scared of not having a hand to hold when I grow old,
I’m scared that in 30 years, I will roll over in my bed,
and I’ll be alone.
I’m scared of these things because they can happen,
All too easily, these fantasies could become a reality.
And yet, at the same time, I’m looking forward,
I’m looking forward to that feeling you get when you see the love of your life,
and your heart stops a bit,
And you think,
“I can’t wait to spend the rest of my life with this person.”
I’m looking forward to working my dream job,
Coming into work every morning at 9am and thinking,
I could not be happier right now.
I’m looking forward to that moment when I can wake up
To the sound of a baby crying in the other room
And eventually that sound turning into a car idling in the driveway.
I’m looking forward to seeing what my life has to offer me,
Despite my biggest fears.














