#5:47am

[ajyal-azez]

نمشي، دون علمٌ للحياة بأنها فناء.

[omnya-a-shoman]

صباح الخير رغم أنف الأفكار المزعجة :)

[taromilks]

my mood rn

[mellowbutdramatic]

Get To Know Me Tag

I was tagged by: @coffee-and-kpop
(Thank you so much by the way 😊)

Rules: answer the questions and then tag 20 blogs you want to get to know better:) Nickname(s): I have quite a few. Lyssa/Lyss, Goochie/Gooch, Pumpkin, Toad, Cindy, Milly, Melyss, Mel(s). 
Gender: Female
Star Sign: Gemini ♊️
Height: 5′8
Time right now: 4:18am (as I’m typing this). 5:47am (when I’m finally ready to post it). 
Last thing I googled: how to reply to comment on tumblr (so they’re notified about it - I gave up before I found out though. Oh well). 
Favorite band: BTS, Coleman Hell, The Script, ACDC, Supertramp, Imagine Dragons, Hedley, (+others). 
Favorite solo artists: Adele, Ed Sheeran, Frank Sinatra, Jay Park, (+more that I can’t think of)
Song stuck in my head: Currently Mangú by Becky G (which I’m pretty sure I’m not even getting right because I don’t know Spanish but the beat definitely is catchy). Last movie I watched: Fast & Furious 6 / Furious 6 (currently on right now too, I’ve been sleeping with it on for pretty much the past week). 
Last tv show I watched: Well technically it was Criminal Minds however we own that on DVD, so the last TV show I watched was 2 Broke Girls. 
When I created my blog: I can’t remember. Last year sometime???
What kind of stuff do you post: KPOP (mainly BTS), Zodiac, Aesthetic Photos, MoodBoards, +Other Fandom Stuff & Shows I like. 
When did your blog reach its peak: Not there yet. 
Do you have any other blogs: Yeah one, but I don’t really use it. 
Do you get asks often: No, I’d like to though. 
Why you chose your url: I liked the sound/look of it. 
Following: A lot (2,144). 
Posts: 6,213
Hogwarts House: Hufflepuff. 
Pokemon team: N/A. 
Favorite colors: Forest/Dark Green, Dark Shades of Blue, Periwinkle Blue, Pastel Colours, Shades of Grey (not a reference to the movies/books), and Shades of Brown. 
Average hours of sleep: Anywhere from 3-12. 
Lucky numbers: I don’t know if I have one, my favourite number however is 14. 
Favorite characters: All of the F.R.I.E.N.D.S characters (Oh especially Phoebe and Joey though. Ross does kind of piss me off sometimes), all of the Supernatural characters (Although Sam can get on my nerves, I’m still mad about him hating on Benny. I mean yes I get it your pissed at your brother for killing your friend from years ago, I was pissed at Dean for that, but c'mon hating on Benny won’t help), Reid from Criminal Minds, Pretty much any character Vin Diesel plays (him in The Pacifier was awesome). 
What are you wearing right now: Pyjama shorts and a tank top (I’m supposed to be sleeping)
How many blankets do you sleep with: 1 if its a comforter, 2 or 3 if they’re smaller blankets, 0-1 if it’s warm/hot. 
Dream job: I’ve had many, currently though possibly something to do with working at a zoo, aquarium, or wildlife sanctuary. 
Dream trip: I’d love to go to Scotland or Germany (+plus a bunch of other places), however as of right now I’d just like to get off the island I live on for a day or two, or even just out of this city.

I tag: @jeojahyungnim @philophobia999 @jimins-left-nipple @c-loudv @miniirae @hoshistarlight @mellie-etc @notchunochu @sweetdemonsoul @mey-ryuu @koreanpopsexual @kizzxxx08 @strawhat-loser @kingnamjoons @sugakookie @katachana @psygamare @gukiee @pumpkin-meat @auroradiamondis

[xillusionsxx]

*sighs deeply and dramatically*

[lovefortissimo]

waking up for work before the sun rises…looking at shane and ilya asleep in bed before i finally get up…need to put on my boots but i mustn’t be too loud

[enioyyyyyyyyyy]

煩躁煩躁煩躁煩躁煩躁煩躁煩躁煩躁煩躁煩躁煩躁

[takemyfuckingusername]

✨Sleep✨

🌙

⭐️Falling asleep is no issue for me. I get sleepy, I lie down, I pass out, easy.

⭐️My problem recently has been these reaccuring nightmares that know just how to get under my skin enough to keep me up in my own head.

⭐️This isn’t new to me, I go through phases where everything will start to get really good or really bad and my insecurities and anxiety latch onto those moments of vulnerability and attack.

⭐️So instead of staying up obsessing over literally nothing but a dream I’ll stay up and obsessed over the fact I can have pretty vivid dreams with the amount of weed I smoke. I thought stoners were practically immune to REM sleep.

⭐️This will probably be my new favorite form of therapy for myself. I can’t control my dreams but I can control what I allow to affect me. My mind can be so visicious and I want to give my all to not let my heart feel that.

⭐️At the strength of my own hands I have put myself through so much emotionally. Wether tearing any thought or event to shreds with my overthinking or allowing someone else to pick my brain apart, allowing something like my dreams affect me emotionally is the stupidest shit ever and I’m so fucking tired of it.