5th of January: Dear future me...
Dear future me,
I hope you have succeeded. I hope you achieved your goals and do everything with purpose and certainty.
I hope you made your family proud. Provide them everything that they deserve. I hope you made them genuinely happy.
I hope you traveled a lot. Get lost in a fantastic place where nobody knows you. I hope you took a lot of pictures and treasured a lot of memories.
I hope there will be no more anxieties. No more crazy thoughts. No more lonely nights. I hope you love yourself even more at dawn and night.
I hope you found the right people. I hope you’re still friends with the person you really want to be friends with. I hope you are still happy inlove with the same man. I hope you stop tolerating toxic people and never ever chase anyone.
I hope you’re no longer awkward. I hope you stop building walls to yourself and let people in. Socialize more but don’t trust anyone that easy. I know this is kinda impossible, so you don’t really have to force yourself to be the person you don’t want to be.
I hope you are doing what you love now. No more regrets. No more what ifs. I hope you will live happily. Give everything your all. Stand up for what you feel is right and never be afraid to fight what is wrong. I hope you’d laugh at the times you cried when you know so little about life.
At this time, I am still fighting to be the person that you are now. Remember me and make me proud. See how far you have become.
Stop faking smiles. I hope to hear your genuine laugh. I hope the future me would know the real beauty of life. I hope the future me would choose to live and not just survive.
The 18-turning 19-version of you❤
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