#6.8.2025

[fuzzydoomsong]

Hudson’s Instagram stories from June 8, 2025

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[thesimardsource]

Interview Magazine "Live Theatre Is Back": On the Ground at the 2025 Tony Awards

Article and Photos By: Jake Nevins

NEVINS: Hi, queen. What was your favorite part of the Tony’s tonight? JENNIFER SIMARD: Hamilton. It’s still the coolest show in town. They came out and they’re dressed in all black, making it fresh for everyone. It inspires me now like it did then. NEVINS: It was very exciting. SIMARD: And one of the original cast members is a cast member of my show, Neil Haskell. He was a swing in the original cast of Hamilton. He recently got off, I want to say a four-year tour playing King George on the road. And he has been with Death Becomes Her since the out of town tryout in Chicago. He’s not only one of the most valuable players of our show, he actually doubles as Helen in the fight in Whitney. He’s just a great guy to have in the building. NEVINS: Do you remember what you were doing when Hamilton premiered at The Public 10 years ago? SIMARD: Well, it’s funny. I didn’t have the pleasure of seeing it there, but since we’re at the Carlyle Hotel, I’ll drop a name. Nia Vardalos is a friend of mine and she invited me to Hamilton in October of 2015. I knew at that point that Disaster! was going to be coming in, and that was my first Tony nomination as the nun. We went to the same high school at the same time with Hamilton’s Renée Elise Goldsberry, who won the Tony that year, and I was fortunate enough to be nominated with her. The moment I saw her sing “Satisfied,” I said, “You know what? I’m going to lose. If I’m lucky enough to be nominated, there’s your winner and deservedly so.” NEVINS: It was amazing seeing her back on stage tonight. And your co-star, Miss Megan Hilty. SIMARD: I’m so proud of Megan. That’s really hard because they only give you a certain time allotment and it’s a fast-paced number. She had to completely shift the lyrics, having just done the show last night. That’s a tall ask and she delivered like the pro she is. It’s pretty intense. Honestly, my favorite moments performance-wise had to be watching my fellow Leading Actress nominees do their thing and being there in spirit with Jasmine Amy Rogers, just the community of it all. When one of us wins, we all win. Live theater is back. Five years ago, we didn’t think it would be. So tonight felt like a party.

[puregrief]

حاسة إن قلبي مدبوح. مش قادرة أفهم ازاي لسه هنا.

[loverboy-daily-doodles-25]

he believes in make believe

[puregrief]

من وقت ما عرفت موعد رجوعهم ومن قبلها لما مرّ سنة على سفرهم وأنا على بالي سارّة وصداقتها مع ر--- وكل الحاجات اللي تشاركوها سوا والڤيديوهات اللي صورتهالها وهي بتقول "ازيك يا سا(ل)ة؟ ازيك يا حبيبتي؟" وبوسات وأحضان كتيرة أوي وغزل بالشامي أكتر :)) النهارده وأنا بجهّز لها أوضتها عشان لما تيجي كان على بالي سارّة وقد ايه كان نفسي تبقى هنا وبعدين ببص على الورق اللي بعينه في الدرج لقيت دي في وشي وابتسمت من الصدفة الجميلة :))

سارّة، بالتّشكيل أيوه! زي ما بتحبيها! حسّيت كأنّك بتطّلي براسك من بعيد عليّا وبتشوفيني وبتضحكي، الإشارات اللي حكيتيلنا إننا هنحس بيكِ فيها وهنعرف إن دي أنتِ، هنا :))🤍

كان نفسي تبقي هنا أوي يا حبيبتي، كان نفسي أشاركك كل حاجة وتشاركيني كل حاجة وتفضلي هنا على طول، مش قادرة أستوعب إنك مش هنا وإن كل الوقت ده مرّ بكل المرارة والغصّة اللي حاسّة بيهم، ياريتك لسه هنا وياريتني مبلاحقش أي أثر ليكِ وبتلهّف على أي إشارة في غيابك. كل ده مش عادل أبدًا يا سارّة!

[prosy-days]

August 6, 2025 - Day 48

Some coworkers started a book club, curious to see how it goes!

[septentrrional]

I've chained things together from my sessions with the psychologist, who by the way is amazingly competent.

So actually I only wanted to have sex with Sabina, even though I thought I actually like her in a romantic way. The reason why she got me so angry and upset was because I felt there was injustice done to me with her breaking my trust, cheating me, gaslighting me, etc. It turns out my triggers fall into this category of "injustice". The part with loving her was just a case of my usual I am not used to falling in love with somebody romantically, just sexually.

Actually I liked, romantically, Cristina. And I didn't recognise it and refused to accept it because:

1. I am not used to have innocent romantic feelings for someone. I couldn't phantom that I can love somebody romantically, to picture my life with somebody, without a burning need to have sex with her.

2. That's what hurt me so badly actually. She told me things like I am not her kind, I have a lot to offer to women, etc. Basically it was the rejection that hurt me, because I did like her and wanted a romantic relationship with her.

3. I refused to press on this matter because I wanted to protect her from dealing with my romantic feelings when she expected friendship, but I still felt perceived injustice in it. Which triggered me.. I never tried to hunt her and methodically make her feel bad.

And now I can recognise what triggers me into being angry, I recognise when I become angry and have ways to prevent it from escalating, and I also have ways to calm down in case my angriness reaches its pick.

As bonus point I learned that its not about the girl I like having to be a genius, its about being intellectually provoking to me. The way Cristina is becase she is so random and spontanous.

[puregrief]

عبادي الجوهر - كيف أوصلك

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@sarahmahdi

كيف أوصلك؟ بُعدك وبُعد الشّمس!

ليه أوصلك دايم تغيب الشّمس؟ يومٍ وكنّه أمس.

همس الفجر بسمات، موعد لقانا مات.

كيف أوصلك؟

ليتك نسيتِ الصبح، نسيتِ نورك الدّافي، نسيتِ قلبك الوافي.

عنّك أنا ماني بعيد، لا تبعدي حبّك أكيد.