#6packin6weeks

[ihaterunningbutilikefood]

Frozen grapes. Getting discouraged. And I lost my tits.

Day 23 ☑

First of all frozen grapes are the freaking best. I developed a serious addiction over the past 2 weeks. Of course I'm eating some as I type this.

Second of all. I'M SO SICK OF THIS WORK OUT. But there are only 7 more days left and I kinda don't want to quit, but still. I simply don't enjoy it anymore. Even tho I see progress and results. My core looks leaner and toned, but once again the fat had to melt from the wrong parts of my body. My boobs got smaller and my B cups bras are too big all of sudden.

WHYYY. I'm a quite confident girl, but this shit makes me so self conscious. Ugh why can't pizza and ice cream go straight to my breasts. That would be great.

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[ihaterunningbutilikefood]

I'm starting to truly hate this workout for 28 minutes straight and love it for the last 3 exercises and cool down. Pushing myself harder every day to follow this whole workout like Basheera without stopping, not quite there yet.

In other news the Universum is giving me more time to work on my bikinibody, by sending shitty, cold weather.

8. more. days.

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[ihaterunningbutilikefood]

9 more  days. Already thinking about what work out guide I'm doing next. Don't know if I should hop on the Kayla Itsines train, but I'm definitely trying out her free week 1 workouts after my birthday weekend.

Also today started the 2nd week of level 2.I pushed myself a lil bit, by adding weights to repeater knees, the only exercise where I don't use dumbbells, but had to give up half way through because my arms are WEAAAK.

No more coordinations problems with pass throughs and chops, but still balance difficulties during T stand kicks.

Now I'm off to an event where I have to sign in sign language and I'm probably gonna embarass myself so much by not understanding or signing incorrectly and I'm scared and this is very stressfull and makes me anxious.

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[ihaterunningbutilikefood]

My body heats up like a freaking oven during this workout. When I started this work out dvd it was cold outside and approx. 19° (66 F) in my room, it was the perfect temperature. Now that summer is finally here (YAAAAY!) it's 26°  (79F) inside and I'm sweating a river. It's ridiculous. I have to keep in mind to rehydrate.

Also my booty was SO SORE today from yesterday's workout. Freaking lunges.

10 more days of level 2, then I'm done :) Also 3 more weeks until my birthday and I'm definitely seeing a difference in my body, which was the first goal I set myself back in April.

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[ihaterunningbutilikefood]

You could say that by now I've learned that stoping is the worst thing ever, but no. I did it and regreted it instantly during my workout today.

Still, I quit 30 days shred after the 19th day, glad that I picked up this work out and didn't quit after day 18. There's something about Jillian's workout that make me wanna quit after 18, 19 days, huh?

In other news my diet last week was terrible. Mostly because I was so stressed and suffered from anxiety and nervous breakdowns because of the stress I have with the first part of my finals and the little time I have because of other Uni stuff and work.So naturally I comforted myself with food, but seriously? Idgaf. It helped and I'm back on track (kind of). As long as I don't stop, everything will be ok.

Also did I mention how intense today's workout was? My WHOLE body was sweaty, my shins were so sweaty, that my hands slipped while stretching, like what the hell?

[ihaterunningbutilikefood]

I know I say te same thing over and over again. BUT I'M EXHAUSTED.

Would love to write a longer post but I really can't be bothered.

[ihaterunningbutilikefood]

I was at Uni and at work. The weather sucks and I feel down. The workout killed me, I'm too exhausted to cook or smth, but I have to eat.

Then I'm going to sit till ?? am to get my uni homework done.

Ugh, so frustrated

[ihaterunningbutilikefood]

Also, I actually wanted to go for a run today, but it's POURING. It stops sometimes to rain and then it's pouring again. The amount of water coming down is INSANE.

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