Warnings: filthy smut (my goal of this was to make it the most intense I’ve ever written)
A/N: this is bordering on cringey so like let’s not talk about it 🤷🏻♀️ Obviously this is unfinished but I don’t think I’ll ever get to completing it. If anyone would like to continue writing this be my guest.
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The best nights you spend with Vladimir start with, “Remember safeword?” Tonight would be one of those nights, you instantly knew as Vlad came storming into the apartment.
“Wait for me naked in bedroom. Don’t play games tonight.” Even without his warning you could tell he wasn’t going to be forgiving. Both from the way he tugged at his hair in frustration and from the firey look in his eye. Almost like he wanted you to act out.
Without wasting time you strip and lay on the bed, checking your texts while you wait. Vlad meets you in the bedroom soon enough, you knew from his heavy footfalls. You’d have heard him from a mile away.
You don’t look up from your phone, expecting he’s going to need a minute to change. He reaches over the side of the bed, ripping your phone from your hand forcefully.
“Hey!” You raise your voice in protest, reaching out to grab it back. Your nails accidentally dig into his wrist as you scrabble to get your phone back.
He stares at the red scratches your nails left, one even bleeding a tiny bit. He slams your phone down on the bedside table, and you’re worried it shattered.
You can see the wrath in his eyes, the last bit of his composure threatening to snap. Your eyes meet his, yours wide and his narrowed. He yanks your hand, pulling you up. “Over my knee, now.”
You waste no time in following his order, positioning yourself over his knee. Your fingers grip the comforter in anticipation, knowing he’s not going easy on you tonight.
About: After leaving numerous drunk voice mails on her phone, Anna decides to meet up with her ex to talk about what went south.
Mentions: her ex boyfriend Ben Richardson, and @hfamelevine
It was Wednesday the 25th of July, the day that she was dreading. Anna had her kitchen and living room all set up, not that the women needed to since Ben has been to her place a few times after their brake up, but the women was just nervous. Wearing jeans, and a nice shirt the brunette had her hair half up, and half down. Beginning to pace back and forth around her kitchen, the women stood there and waited for Ben to arrive. She hasn't seen him since their break up, and they didnt really end on good terms. He kept drunk calling her, and leaving her voice mails. It took Anna a while to listen to them, but when she finally did, the women just wanted him to stop. So when the actress finally and stupidly called him back, they got onto the topic of him coming over so they can talk about things that really didn't need to be talked about. She was happy, Anna was happy with Adam. Sure the two fought, but the women was in love with Adam and the brunette wanted her ex to know that. Maybe that's why she agreed for him to come over, so the actress can tell him that she's moved on and that maybe it's time he did too. No matter how much it hurts. When Anna and Ben were together, she had a pregnancy scare. The women was never a kid person. But Ben wanted her and kids so bad. She knew that her choice in not having kids with him would soon fuck up their relationship and it did. It ended in a big fight with him calling her fucked up and damaged, which lead him to packing his bags the next day and not coming back. Geting lost within her thoughts, and feeling nauseated the brunette heard the doorbell ring. He was here. Taking a deep breath, Anna took a sip of her water and placed it on the counter. Walking to her front door, she stood there and opened it. He looked the same, that messy curly hair and his perfect brown eyes.
Ben stood there, smiling softly. "Hi" He whispered, and looked Anna up and down and then smiled softly again. Staring at him, the actress felt like her heart was beating out of her chest. Licking her lips, the women swallowed the big lump in her throat and smiled "Hi." The brunette whispered back, and gestured for him to come in and follow her. Walking into the kitchen, they were both quiet. He placed his wallet on the counter, and looked at her "How.., how are you?" He questioned, and Anna sighed "I'm good. Do you want any food, or anything to drink?" She asked, and then pointed to what was sitting on her kitchen and living room table. Chewing her lips, something she did out of nervousness the actress looked down. "No thank you" Ben said, shaking his head "Anna I..." Stopping himself, Anna looked up at him again and sighed. Ben took a breath and ran his hands through his hair, the British man looked at his ex "You look good." He whispered, and she smiled softly at him "So do you. Still not doin anything to those curls ha?" Anna questioned, and bit her lips. Ben shook his head, now it was his turn to sigh. Clearing his throat, Ben walked a bit closer to her "I never should of called you fucked up and damaged. Youre not either one of those things. Im so sorry for calling you that." He said and noticed that Anna was about to stop him from talking, the the man just put a hand up and shook his head. "I feel so disgusted with myself that I.. that those words even came out of my mouth and that I even called you that. " He just wanted this to be quick and short, but Ben knew that wasn't possible. Anna stood there listening to him, she didn't know how this night was going to even go. But it was going, and Anna didn't want this. She didn't want to start fighting. She hated fighting with him or any of her significant others for that matter.
Chewing her lips Anna sighed and shook her head at him "Ben, stop. It was in the heat of the moment." Shaking his head now, Ben looked at his ex "No it's not. It's not fine Anna. I loved you. You were the love of my life. I loved you so much. It's.....jesus." Letting out a shaky breath, Ben rubbed his fingers through his hair again. "It's killing me that he's making you happier than I ever could. That you,... that I know from just hearing from mutual friends that you're..." Stopping himself, he swallowed the lump in his throat and looked at him "You would've been an amazing mum. I'm sure his daughter loves you." He said to her, and Anna looked at him now with fresh water in her eyes. Looking down, the brunette wiped her eyes and chewed her lips. "Ben listen I... I wanted it with you. When I thought that I was pregnant, I was so excited but I just..." Stopping herself now, the women looked at him "Ben when she told me that I wasn't pregnant, I got so upset that I just shut you out and I'm sorry. It just, it messed me up a little." He looked down and then took a breath "You don't have to apologize about anything. I never should've.. I should’ve fought for you." he whispered and looked at her "You were it for me Anna." Looking at Ben she let out a shaky breath and nodded not knowing what to say. The British man smiled softly and shrugged his shoulders "I just want you happy. From mutual friends Ive talked too ,they say that he makes you happy and that you love his kid." Holding her arms for comfort, Anna sighed and nodded "I am happy. He makes me very happy. Im.. I know you dont want to hear this but Im in love with him and I do love his daughter a lot." She said smiling softly to herself. Taking a breath, Anna looked at him and Ben smiled "I'm.. I'm really happy for you. I'm so sorry that I hurt you. If I can take back that fight you know I would in a heartbeat." There he goes with his British accent that was one of the reasons she fell in love with him, in the first place. Taking a breath, Anna nodded "I know." Walking over to her, he looked at her "I promise, I won't drunk call you again." Ben kissed her forehead, grabbed his wallet and sighed "I gotta go. I'll always love you, you know." Anna got all choked up hearing those words come out of his mouth, she let out a small sigh and looked at him "I'll always love you too." Anna whispered, and then looked at him "I just want you to be happy, and I'm so sorry that I couldn't give you what you wanted." Ben shook his head, and then looked at her before walking out "I am happy. Im not in a relationship, but Im happy." She nodded, and walked over and kissed his temple in return and let him walk out "Bye Ben." He looked at her "Bye Anna."
I am cooped up in this house and I feel like I need to get out but I have nowhere to go. I can feel something building up and when it finally comes to a boiling point I'm gonna do something stupid, really stupid and no one is going to stop me because they won't know until it's too late. I'm not even sure I care.
