#7.7.24

[ryanguzmansource]

📸 • ryanaguzman: posted to stories (7.7.24)

[elceeu2morrow]

via Helen Seamons IG story [Ruisrock Festival, 7.7.24]

[legacyofafox]

I appreciate comments a lot. I never got many at all on my works and it not matter too much I learned with time.

It's just, if I repeat things over and over and people not read what I say the frustration starts.

How often I need to repeat certain things that people understand? T.T

I'm being now very honest about my fic the Dislikeables. And yes I repeat myself once again.

I feel bad when I even think about it. A certain requester destroyed the series for me by indirectly telling me my writing isn't good enough. I really tried to give this person every single request they made. Why? Because this requester first made me feel like they loved my writing and I wanted to push myself. I mean why else would they keep requesting? Right?

I also know it's also my fault too because I couldn't say no. In the end it also learned me a lesson, an important lesson. Be more thoughtful to what you agree to and don't be a people pleaser. And most importantly it's your work you don't have to please people just yourself.

I still suffer nowadays under it a bit.

Some people underestimate what fanfic writer going through sometimes and that's just sad. If I post a chapter after a very long time it doesn't mean I'm fine or keep going with it.

So please think first about stuff and read what the author says. And lastly accept their decisions, because they mean it.

And today my decision is to fully close it today forever.

Thanks for understanding, I need to close this chapter of my life. Can't keep getting reminded of it.

I'm only human too.

[louistomlinsoncouk]

Louis on stage at Ruisrock Festival - 7/7

[lightningfilledsaber]

Artfight revenge for @platinum-panda

[themindelectricdemo4]

People's ocs are SOOOO BORING like I'm not reading all that. I can probably count the number of people with interesting ocs on both my hands & feet

[joshhhhhhhhhhhhhhh]

Done, these were okay.

[ryanguzmansource]

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