Sep 7, 2019
Today was cozy and cold. Everything feels like Autumn and my heart is happy. 🍁
seen from Switzerland
seen from Malaysia
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seen from United States
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seen from Switzerland
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seen from Russia
seen from United States
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seen from United States
Today was cozy and cold. Everything feels like Autumn and my heart is happy. 🍁
My aesthetic is bloody boxer briefs and being terrified in public restrooms
September 7, 2019 - Day 80
Books from the library that I need to get to.
Existential dread has washed over me. To die because of him and to live because of him
transforming your own pain is creation; Moving through depression is creation; practicing tenderness is creation; taking a shower every night despite yourself is creation; brewing decaf coffee instead of the caffeinated stuff despite yourself is creation; changing your clothes despite yourself is creation; staying present with yourself is creation; unclenching your hands is creation; making eye contact is creation; getting out of bed in the morning is creation; answering people’s questions with fear but speaking anyway is creation; writing down all of your most vicious edges down on paper is creation; crying is creation; admitting you deserve(ed) better is creation; forgiving is creation; breathing is creation; breathing is creation; breathing is creation; being is creation
TRANSFORMATION OF PAIN IS CREATION
BREAKING IS CREATION