diary of a romantic

[angelbacio]

June 3, 2021

Something feels off. In my gut, I feel like something is wrong. I want to be prepared to run away.

[angelbacio]

I feel so terribly heavy. Lifting my legs to walk is tiresome. I lay for hours and hours on end

[angelbacio]

Existential dread has washed over me. To die because of him and to live because of him

[angelbacio]

I am so ready for spring to be here. The cold weather crushes my spirit.

[angelbacio]

Can I force myself to vomit? Let’s see.

[angelbacio]

I would burn myself for him. Because I love him. Although this is a red flag, it is not enough to stop me from loving him; from being with him. There will be a day that I burn. But today is too sweet for me to worry about suffering tomorrow.