#7232021

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I'm honestly sick of like...trying to find space to let out little pieces of myself. I want someone to want to search for me.

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And it's like what about women chelsea!!! Fuck more girls!(and I do!!!)!! But so many women try to challenge or step outside of enforced femininity and the gender binary by emulating andor mirroring the patriarchy so that doesn't work either!!!! You know what Margaret Atwood said!!!!!! Male fantasies!!!!!

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Only 1 dude I've dated and like 1 other person I've fucked has shown any genuine proactive interest in my art, music, and writing and that is just....so fucking frustrating

Men really just wanna talk about themselves and have u take care of them and like forget you have your own personal interests and projects and also fuck who you are as a whole and complete person I only need parts of you

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I don't want to cope!!!! I don't want to try!!!! I want to be sad and do drugs!!!!

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You're not allowed to act like a cis man. No one is allowed to act like a cis man.

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I am

--a creature

--sad

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Gonna give up everything and just become a professional French horn player like I was "supposed to"

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I just want to be held