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[perseid-haunt]

I feel famished if I don't consume everything on the table but when allowed to consume everything on the table, I choose to eat only one plateful or shun it in its entirety

[perseid-haunt]

UUGHHJJJ I finally come up with a good name for an OC then I google it and it's one of the two scientific names for a south african moth species. I'm so mad

Edit: Eh, it doesn't matter. The name works too well for her so I'm keeping it.

[perseid-haunt]

I used all my energy on reading about food history for 8 hours yesterday without a single break, only stopping when my phone started buzzing with a GET IN YOUR BASEMENT AND HIDE RIGHT FUCKING NOW warning which was also extremely draining because I had to literally run through the house to grab the cats.

I don't have enough energy to do anything today. I have no motivation to even take my medication.

[perseid-haunt]

Took my father a month of my silence for him to realize he might have fucked up in his reply to me but he still didn't get it right the second time.

It wouldn't matter anyway because I cannot have a normal relationship with someone like him. Even if he speaks in a more considerate, sympathetic manner, he is still doing and not doing the same things, just sounding less hurtful and uncaring about it. But the actions alone are still hurtful and uncaring and based on a cultish mindset that frankly I don't want to touch with a ten foot poll.

[perchbird]

every ollie birthday post ive made off that post was made within 15 minutes of the previous year’s....