i stg i am never coming back to california for longer than two weeks. i keep to my fucking self here but i went downstairs for the sole purpose of watching jeopardy and my dad would not shut up through the whole thing. i have a LOT of trouble understanding speech when im listening to two things at once (i also have like an auditory processing delay and shit - basically i need subtitles for life unless the room is silent) so, as with every fucking time i go down to watch jeopardy, i told him to be quiet. hes also really rude and makes fun of the ppl if they get anything wrong and calls them stupid and just is unnecessarily negative and i hate it so much! he does that with any show but i just ask him to be quiet for 20 minutes during jeopardy and he cant!! and i go downstairs to watch it with my family bc i guess its nice of me to do and it makes them hate me less but after 7 times of my dad talking and me not being able to understand a show that is mostly just speech i made a snarky remark abt something he said and like told him to be quiet basically. so he called me a piece of shit and went upstairs to break things. so basically i hate him and want to leave. as i have for my entire life. summer literally cannot end fast enough i need therapy back
also my dad obvs texted my mom all angry because he isnt a fucking adult and cant talk to me (i was calm. he was fucking livid) and she was like cameron you need to talk to him and say youre sorry and whatever. and i said no. I DONT HAVE TO SAY SORRY. HES A FUCKING FIVE YEAR OLD. I DONT NEED TO APOLOGIZE FOR HIS BEHAVIOUR. sure, i could have said it a little nicer, but after 7 fucking times every single day i just CANT SAY THINGS NICELY ANYMORE. at least i dont scream and tell people theyre a piece of shit. he doesnt deserve my fucking apology and he never will
