#82120

[leomacgivena]

「日本の技術は昔は本当にすごかったよね！」とアジアの色々な国の経営者に言われて遠くを見ながら曖昧に頷く仕事から早く卒業したい(僕も頑張らないと)

Xユーザーの稲見昌彦/ INAMI Masahikoさん

[recycledstardustt]

I hate feeling like I need you.

I never ever wanted to feel this way which is why I didn’t wanna let that wall down.

It was on my terms and that felt comfortable even though I know it was hard for you.

Things are worse now for me than I feel like they’ve been this entire year. Maybe I need that, idk. But this portion hurts a lot. And I try to bury it and just work or smoke so I don’t think about it. But shit sucks.

Between making way less money, not knowing what the fuck to do and trying 10,000 things and nothing really being something I continue with, and the pandemic so I can’t even feel comfortable about going home for a little to get my head right again.

The feeling of loneliness just weighs and now that I have but don’t have you everything just feels a little bit harder. At least before I felt like it was us against shit. Now it’s just me and it’s a lot. 😔