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A mutual parting of the lips. A gasp filling an empty room. Shakes consuming a body as it struggles to comprehend the anguish that only just appeared. A forgotten task. A half-empty cup of soda. Words left unsaid. How does one comprehend goodbyes? How does one accept it and love the feelings that are overtaking their torn bodies while also fighting to hold on? What does it mean to be so broken inside that they want to beg for forgiveness even if it might not be in their best interests? How do you rationalize poison? How do you explain a pain so strong that you are left feeling completely empty? How do you accept three years as a simple parting? I don’t know. 

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Exhaustion. Where does it stem from and what does it mean? Is it depression? Possibly. Is it lack of sleep? A likely culprit. Is it lack of sleep because of depression? Does it just appear as anxiety spikes or is it a slow-moving poison with an interest in consuming? Is it dissociation and not a state of tiredness? How does one cure it if one does not know? Yet there it is, day by day, waiting for another chance to suck you under.  

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I always promised myself that I wouldn’t make promises I couldn’t keep. It sounds so silly but I had so many promises broken when I was younger that it almost became a point of promised disappointment. I promised you thing I couldn’t keep and I am so sorry for that. It obviously wasn’t my intention but I felt like how could it not be kept? How could this promise not stick? I’m sorry for the disappointment I swore I wouldn’t pass along. I’m sorry that things didn’t end up the way I intended them to. I just don’t know a better alternative.

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Uy oh! Makapag salita sa ate gurl akala mo may ginawa para sa thesis hahahaha.

-meron naman pala. Lumandi at bumukaka sa isang kagroup namin 😂